the sunshine today just made me so excited about this week. and, i just got an email from a fellow church planter who is starting up a running group and our first 5k is mid april. i suck at discipline. but today i feel refreshed and ready to try again. so this week my goals are as follows:- have a meaningful quite time
- work my buns off at work so i don't have to work at night
- go for a walk at least 4 times for at least 45 minutes
- wake tag up and feed him before bed (which will ideally be no later than 1030pm) and let him CIO if he wakes up to eat again before 7 hours have passed
my challenges excuses are many. work is mentally exhausting and particularly challenging right now. i am sleep deprived and lazy. i often press snooze when i could be reading Gods word, and i tell myself i'll read at lunch or before bed... i am unmotivated to walk much less run unless someone goes with me (though sunshine helps). i have a busy week. book study monday night, date night thursday. birthday friday. CIO is tough for me, and i have to at least go pat his back or try to give him a paci. i think though, it is passed time to get rid of the middle of the night feeding. i really could use a solid 6-7 hours of uninterrupted sleep! i also think that if i can do all of these things, that each of these things will begin to become easier and easier...i can do this. i can do this! besides, i know sweet d would love for me to get back to walking...she loves our walks!
